Jackson's 6th Birthday

Well - Jackson's 6th birthday is coming up on April 6th, 2010. This will be the first one without Zane. My family is coming in this weekend. We are having his birthday at Chuck E Cheese on Saturday! This is the first time we have not had it at home. Zane always grilled out for everyone. So I decided that we would do something different this year. Plus, Jackson is so excited about having his birthday party at Chuck E Cheese! I hope it is a good one for him. Then Zane's birthday is two days later. I never could have imagined when I gave him a suprise 40th birthday party last year that that would be his last birthday here on earth. At least it was a really good one celebrated with so many people that we love. I miss Zane so much! I wish he could be here living life with us and planning for our children's birthday parties and their futures. He is such a good man! He is the best man that I have ever known. I love him so much! I will always love him! He is the love of my life.